My first love... I have been on the look out for this and I never saw it coming. From first acquaintance it was like automatic chemistry. After leaving that first night I was totally addicted. I craved more and more attention. The butterflies in my stomach, constant smiles and giggles, non stop thinking of the way I felt in their presence. We started out seeing each other every Wednesday. Then more of my time was in demand. Everyday all day I constantly thought of our time together. The feelings were finally mutual, no guessing, no hoping, 100% on the same page.
One night a week made me feel like the only girl in the world, so what was to come if I decided to spend more time. I was scared, I had no clue of what I was doing. Could this be real. If you have ever felt yourself falling in love, it is definitely an experience. As much love as I felt I still felt the need to hold back, to not put myself out there. I just kept saying to myself, I'm ready but not whole hearted. I had never let anyone completely in, so the thought of exposing myself full frontal was still a challenge. I thought every kind of "what if". Being the control freak that I am, I wanted this just as bad as they wanted me. Each night I would talk to God and pray for the OK to let go and let him guide me in this journey of life and love. It had been some months of this love but I still was not in with both feet. I was straddling the fence to save my face. I felt as if I was cheating because I was still holding back, still allowing outside influences influence me knowing that this is where my heart was and wanted to be. So what was I to do. A good friend told me that anything worth having is worth the time and effort and to let go and let God. I kept hearing that phrase all over. I understood what it meant but it was so was for me to intervene and put my own spin on things. God was the only person that truly understood me and my logic, so I left it up to him.
So here I am almost 2 years strong with my first love. April 8, 2009 I met my soul mate. As much as I tried to deny my feelings but this love has continued to grow and manifest. So I want to take this time and tell my love thank you for allowing me to be me and loving me unconditionally. You are my everything and until you came along I was lost in search of something. You are everything and everything is you.
Comedy you are my true first love and I am in this for the long haul.... Ms Already
*now you know*
Friday, February 18, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Super Bowl Sunday Bored Blog
Happy Sunday, its Super Bowll Sunday and I am working this morning. I know people are up and about BBQ'n, and everything else but I am working. Football is over rated. lol, I was never a fan of football buwas excited about Super Bowl because I new it was a time to party and have fun. The sport offered nothing but men and alcohol. Sign me up. And you mean to tell me if I play dumb about the sport guys are going out of their way to make sure you understand. WOW!!! Let the Good Times Roll.
I am honestly torn between should I go hang out with friends and "new friends" tongiht or stay home with a night of beauty which will include: pedi adn manicure, salon spa treatment. This is a tuff one. I need to rethink my night.
Damn it!! I keep getting interrupted. What was i talking about again. Oh yeah! Super Bowl. I am looking forward to all the silly commercials. Some of them are really good. Anyways the Black Eyed Peas are gonna perform at half time. I <3 them I have to see that. The Spa eveing is really winning right now. I thsinkI am gonna roll with the Spa Treatment. The game is over rated and i dont know anyone who plays for the either team.
The winner in Super Bowl vs Day at the Spa is......... Day at the Spa, Super Bowl I will leave you with your boys. Enjoy all you boys getting together hanging out slapping each other on the tush, passing balls beneath balls, etc #nohomo
I am honestly torn between should I go hang out with friends and "new friends" tongiht or stay home with a night of beauty which will include: pedi adn manicure, salon spa treatment. This is a tuff one. I need to rethink my night.
Damn it!! I keep getting interrupted. What was i talking about again. Oh yeah! Super Bowl. I am looking forward to all the silly commercials. Some of them are really good. Anyways the Black Eyed Peas are gonna perform at half time. I <3 them I have to see that. The Spa eveing is really winning right now. I thsinkI am gonna roll with the Spa Treatment. The game is over rated and i dont know anyone who plays for the either team.
The winner in Super Bowl vs Day at the Spa is......... Day at the Spa, Super Bowl I will leave you with your boys. Enjoy all you boys getting together hanging out slapping each other on the tush, passing balls beneath balls, etc #nohomo
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
REAL BABY MOMMAS OF ATLANTA
HOUSEWIFE: a wife who manages a household while her husband earns the family income
These Non Housewives are back at it again with all the drama that I love. Lesbian scandal, husbands doing "side business" with a queen, new romances are just brewing.
I'm still waiting on the Housewives to appear. None of these ladies are housewives.
Last night the new season of Real Housewives of ATL started. There ae some new things this season, like Nene's nose. She definitely got that sucker hacked off. If it wasn't for her loud obnoxious voice I wouldn't have know it was her. Somethings stayed the same like Kim's horrible wig situations. She needs to throw those damn things away. I don't understand "white women" and weave. The objective is to make it look as real as possible. She don't give a damn. It's like the girl in the club with the wig that's propped on the top of her head. Now Khandi is my girl and all buuuuuuut, I ain't feeling the Mohawk, flip with red hair. I'm gonna suggest she get a new stylist quick. The Woody WoodPecker look is not the business.
It started with drama, and ended with drama. The have 2 new ladies this season. Phaedra Parks who is an Entertainment Attorney who currently pregnant with her new husband who has rumored to have served 6 years in the penitentiary. She is a beautiful intelligent black woman and this is her man of choice. I'm not sure what he does now but from the looks of the show last night those 6 years in the slammer still are on the surface. The 2 were eating dinner and he was at the table like they was asking him "you gone eat'cho cornbread. Other than he has been in jail he is handsome, but I don't know if I believe their relationship. He just sits there and doesn't talk. *shrugs* I guess.
The other new chick is a model who is dating an older man who is wanting to get married. Again!!!! Another non housewife. These ladies do everything except be a housewife. I'm still waiting for a REAL HOUSEWIFE!!!! They might as well put Dwight as whatever he does cause these ladies are far from that. Maybe I can get a reality show called Baby Momma and it can be me and 5 other women with no kids. #Reality is over rated lol
Ms Already
1826 Productions
These Non Housewives are back at it again with all the drama that I love. Lesbian scandal, husbands doing "side business" with a queen, new romances are just brewing.
I'm still waiting on the Housewives to appear. None of these ladies are housewives.
Last night the new season of Real Housewives of ATL started. There ae some new things this season, like Nene's nose. She definitely got that sucker hacked off. If it wasn't for her loud obnoxious voice I wouldn't have know it was her. Somethings stayed the same like Kim's horrible wig situations. She needs to throw those damn things away. I don't understand "white women" and weave. The objective is to make it look as real as possible. She don't give a damn. It's like the girl in the club with the wig that's propped on the top of her head. Now Khandi is my girl and all buuuuuuut, I ain't feeling the Mohawk, flip with red hair. I'm gonna suggest she get a new stylist quick. The Woody WoodPecker look is not the business.
It started with drama, and ended with drama. The have 2 new ladies this season. Phaedra Parks who is an Entertainment Attorney who currently pregnant with her new husband who has rumored to have served 6 years in the penitentiary. She is a beautiful intelligent black woman and this is her man of choice. I'm not sure what he does now but from the looks of the show last night those 6 years in the slammer still are on the surface. The 2 were eating dinner and he was at the table like they was asking him "you gone eat'cho cornbread. Other than he has been in jail he is handsome, but I don't know if I believe their relationship. He just sits there and doesn't talk. *shrugs* I guess.
The other new chick is a model who is dating an older man who is wanting to get married. Again!!!! Another non housewife. These ladies do everything except be a housewife. I'm still waiting for a REAL HOUSEWIFE!!!! They might as well put Dwight as whatever he does cause these ladies are far from that. Maybe I can get a reality show called Baby Momma and it can be me and 5 other women with no kids. #Reality is over rated lol
Ms Already
1826 Productions
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
"SPLASH EDITION"
The other night I did a show at The Red Cat Cafe. Every Monday Night they host a show called Late Night Latte. Four talented ladies host this wonderful show. This night they did a tribute to SPLASH, which is an event for the Gay and Lesbian community. They have one every year.
The crowd was a really receptive crowd. They participated and encouraged all the performers. My comedy set was a hit, and made some new fans. I was at home thinking about the show and reflecting back on the gay and lesbian crowd. Many of them say they were born gay but no one really knows. Well that is my conclusion. I really got to thinking....
Life is funny, when I was a kid, my parents told me to play with girls. If they weren't your cousin, then you need to find a little girl to play with or play alone. I know plenty of parents who dint want their kids playing with the opposite sex because it leads to Tomboy's and Tomgirls. Tomboy for those who don't know is, a girl who exhibits some characteristics of the gender role of a boy. So you can only imagine what a Tomboy is. lol... Parents, while you worried about the Tomboy/Tomgirl phase and trying to keep them separate, your kids are playing together. Yall are worried that the boys are gonna get your little girls, when it seens to be the other way around. Yall sleeping on these little girls. Seems now a days girls are becoming intrigued with one another and "experimenting". I have heard many men/women say they started experimenting as young as 10 and 11. I'm sorry, but if you are having any type of sexual relation that young, that is molestation to me. To me it seems that homosexuality is turning into an epidemic, and is spreading faster than HIV/AIDS. I know people who have been into the same gender since they were kids, and I know some people who casually frequent the same sex. This lifestyle is something that is definitely becoming more popular and that is perfectly fine, but be prepared to deal with everything that comes with it.
I love my Gay/Lesbian Community but dang, yall make it hard for some...lol
Ms Already
The crowd was a really receptive crowd. They participated and encouraged all the performers. My comedy set was a hit, and made some new fans. I was at home thinking about the show and reflecting back on the gay and lesbian crowd. Many of them say they were born gay but no one really knows. Well that is my conclusion. I really got to thinking....
Life is funny, when I was a kid, my parents told me to play with girls. If they weren't your cousin, then you need to find a little girl to play with or play alone. I know plenty of parents who dint want their kids playing with the opposite sex because it leads to Tomboy's and Tomgirls. Tomboy for those who don't know is, a girl who exhibits some characteristics of the gender role of a boy. So you can only imagine what a Tomboy is. lol... Parents, while you worried about the Tomboy/Tomgirl phase and trying to keep them separate, your kids are playing together. Yall are worried that the boys are gonna get your little girls, when it seens to be the other way around. Yall sleeping on these little girls. Seems now a days girls are becoming intrigued with one another and "experimenting". I have heard many men/women say they started experimenting as young as 10 and 11. I'm sorry, but if you are having any type of sexual relation that young, that is molestation to me. To me it seems that homosexuality is turning into an epidemic, and is spreading faster than HIV/AIDS. I know people who have been into the same gender since they were kids, and I know some people who casually frequent the same sex. This lifestyle is something that is definitely becoming more popular and that is perfectly fine, but be prepared to deal with everything that comes with it.
I love my Gay/Lesbian Community but dang, yall make it hard for some...lol
Ms Already
Gossip: Unthinkable by Alicia Keys
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(I'm ready)... Alicia Keys "Unthinkable" Lyrics....
I love this new track by Alicia Keys. Listening to these lyrics could this be the story behind the scandal of her and Swiss Beats. They did get together when he was married 'alledgedly'. Are they trying to be the next power couple? Maybe the next Bey and Jay-Z. Is it gonna be A and S now? I dont know, but the more I listen to these lyrics her confession is there on a beat he most likely produced lol. I just hope she knows that a relationship built on B.S. will most definatrly end on the same B.S. So Ms. Keys I hope you ready for the drama that will eventually follow behind you getting with a married man. Let's see how long he will date his sideline before he marries her. Which he probaly won't lol!!!!
I did a little research and found out that the rapper Drake actually wrote the song. Hhhmmm who could he have been talking about. maybe he was was writing based on what he was seeing in the studio... Beautiful song, I wish for the best with this happy new couple.
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(I'm ready)... Alicia Keys "Unthinkable" Lyrics....
I love this new track by Alicia Keys. Listening to these lyrics could this be the story behind the scandal of her and Swiss Beats. They did get together when he was married 'alledgedly'. Are they trying to be the next power couple? Maybe the next Bey and Jay-Z. Is it gonna be A and S now? I dont know, but the more I listen to these lyrics her confession is there on a beat he most likely produced lol. I just hope she knows that a relationship built on B.S. will most definatrly end on the same B.S. So Ms. Keys I hope you ready for the drama that will eventually follow behind you getting with a married man. Let's see how long he will date his sideline before he marries her. Which he probaly won't lol!!!!
I did a little research and found out that the rapper Drake actually wrote the song. Hhhmmm who could he have been talking about. maybe he was was writing based on what he was seeing in the studio... Beautiful song, I wish for the best with this happy new couple.
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