Popular Politics

When did politics get popular. I mean Pres. Obama is a celebrity. Evrything he does is considered news. The other day they were talking about him and Mrs. Michelle and their date night. Talking about they spent over 24000 on their date. Securit, limos, air force one. He the president hell he can't go on a date like me and you. Hell his safety is first, people crazy. Let that man b president and do his job. I feel sorry for him hell. White people frustrate me when they talk about him cause they always seem sarcastic. They wanna talk about politics and shit at work, salon, hell the corner store. What happened to not discussing politics. Remember it was all secretive. Just like religion, sex, sexuality. All the things we use to couldn't talk about now people wanna scream it from the mountain tops. Wth! So what do you think about the first latina member of the supreme court. I was crunk, when she was making her speech she looked like she was trying to contain herself from saying. Aaaayyyyyeeee Latinas in the house. See Obama done fooled yall again. He. Picked a Puerto Rican chik from the bronx, NY. Puerto rican from Ny, shiiiit that aint nothing but a light skinned black chick. Thas another check for the blacks. Hehehe

I'm just sayn other races only like him cuz he's light skinned. Yall scared of real black. Let's do the election all over again butmake Obama black like Kunta Kinte. Uh no!!!! Yall probably wouldn't have listened to a word he said. He'll b sayn Change I Believe In. And yall would have changed the channel. Po black folks just can't get a break.

I was at a park party and I heard the most disturbing song. Someone made a track to lil wayne's 'A Milli' beat. But the song said obama obama obama. I was like wth is going on. I feel like people are using this poor man's name in vain. Puting his pictures on sunglasses and shit. This dude had some shades that has obama airbrushed on them.

Morning After

Yesterday opened my eyes. As I hold back my tears I'm trying not to cry. Everything feels so wrong yet it feels so right, the future is the vision I want to keep in my sight. Long days of love making, long nights of holding each other, this is the future I see of us w each other. Please don't let my insecurities discourage your thoughts of me. The big picture is what I want you to see. Long days of love making, long nights of holding each other, this is what I see for us my chocalate brother. Do you see what I see, I know you do. Staring into each others eyes, now I'm looking at you resting lying there on side. I'm just asking you to please be patient with you I'm willing to ride. Ride into the sunset, the night, all thru til morning. Let's ride together on this journey.
I want it all not just the sex, after that what's next.
Do you see what I see, a future together, giving each other all the things we both desire. I want a future, a long lasting future where we both are retired.

Tell Me the Rules

Everything is so general, I don't know what's right or wrong. When is right, where is right, who is right. Tell me the rules so I can play fair. I don't want to be considered a cheater because I, bent, broke, cracked, chipped the rules. I just want to play fair. Is it fair that you know the rules and I don't. Were you just gonna continue to let me do whatever however yet n the back of your mind you are thinking, laughing, not even caring that its not clear to me. I been trying to figure it out not once have you offered to help a damselle in destress. Now I'm starting to think how did I get my dam self in dis mess.

See me there are no rules, however when there is a question that is araised I address it and go back to living and loving in my free world. No there are no rules. There is no code, everything is left to work itself out by the players. When something arises it is addressed. Are you playing for a win or for keeps.

Please Understand

Please understand that I want to take a chance. I can't help but be afraid I took a gamble on the last chance. I just want to be sure, no doubts in my mind that my feelings are up for the challenge again. Unspoken truths, past hurts, feeling it all slide thru my hands. At what point did I lose it all...I remember it was when I took a chance. Please understand if I want to screw it down, everything just makes sense when its screwed down. Taking the time to feel the quality of time, leaving things out because of the quanity of time. Please understand it respect not a game. My feelings I can't let go ashamed. Please try, please understand that when I say like Bob Marley 'Every little things gonna b alright'. I know this if your willing to try. I don't want to cry, lose my self in my feelings because anothr mistreated and abused my heart. Now its hard to be apart, something that I been waiting for are you worthy of these feelings that I have stored. Please understand why I must guide my heart, please feel me when I say oi want more. More than the rest, give me a chance~please understand that this is not a test. Real life, real choices, real emotional walls, please understand when I say oi want to screw it down. Your heart, your soul, your love, your time. My heart, my soul,my love, and my time.

True Colors

I see ur tru colors oh yes I do. I see that we are thru. I'm always the one that's selfish, I'm always the one that's always doing the dishing. You brag and boast and u are fishing. I see your true colors, I'm done tryin, I done trying to be w you. All you want is to b w you. Talk about you, touch on you, just do you. oh oh. Ohhhhh I'm so done w you.

Ok so I took a break and got n the mix again. The same shit goes back to the saaame shit again. I'm trying again and now its n vain, cuz I knw its not going anywhere, I know you dont know how to be serious in terms of me. I'm over it, I'm thru w it. One day you will see where I am coming from last things first, first things last. You are now a thing. Of my past. My feelings can't keep this sherade, all my feelings I wish they would just fade. Fade out my life so I can move on. Move on to someone who wants me and needs me because you obviously don't

Over and over its the same thing. I blame myself. Cause I let you do it. I let you hangout when u want to.