Please Understand

Please understand that I want to take a chance. I can't help but be afraid I took a gamble on the last chance. I just want to be sure, no doubts in my mind that my feelings are up for the challenge again. Unspoken truths, past hurts, feeling it all slide thru my hands. At what point did I lose it all...I remember it was when I took a chance. Please understand if I want to screw it down, everything just makes sense when its screwed down. Taking the time to feel the quality of time, leaving things out because of the quanity of time. Please understand it respect not a game. My feelings I can't let go ashamed. Please try, please understand that when I say like Bob Marley 'Every little things gonna b alright'. I know this if your willing to try. I don't want to cry, lose my self in my feelings because anothr mistreated and abused my heart. Now its hard to be apart, something that I been waiting for are you worthy of these feelings that I have stored. Please understand why I must guide my heart, please feel me when I say oi want more. More than the rest, give me a chance~please understand that this is not a test. Real life, real choices, real emotional walls, please understand when I say oi want to screw it down. Your heart, your soul, your love, your time. My heart, my soul,my love, and my time.